Thoughts I had lately


Sorry that it's been a few days with very little blogging going on, but I've been sick and so I had to pause everything hospital related.

But not anymore! (Yay?)

So when I had my few days off the blogosphere I thought about writing about the hospital in general and that I somehow felt stuck in bitching about stupid, disgusting, annoying patients and whining about sad things.

I miss the feeling that my work is meaningful. I miss feeling good after work, instead I feel dead-beat and exhausted and unsatisfied. I feel like things go down the wrong road and lately I caught myself watching things go wrong without doing something to avoid them.

Sooooo.. I'm trying to get back to the things that make me happy. Hobbies, friends, family, you know what I mean, everything I lost sight of while I've been pitying myself.

Hello, I'm back, how are you? <3


  1. This is beautiful! I am so happy for you right now :)
    If it helps: You already know that I always had the highest respect for you for doing the work you do, and that I think it's really significant, even if sometimes you felt (feel) different about it yourself. Also, I know that you're strong and can always make it through tough times, and this pretty much seems to be the case again now!

    Welcome back, everything's just the way you left it.

  2. Then welcome back and have a lot of fun with friends, hobbies, family... :)

    However my first thought was: "no! it is still meaningful" and I am sure you are doing a great job and there are a whole lot of patients who are grateful for you doing what you do. You should never forget that :)